makan hati T.T

kisah aq ngn si dia,
da lme kowt x brcinte,
like everyone said,love is stupid,
buang mase,lg2 time blaja nea,
tp kalo takdir da tentu kn,nk buad cmne...



first time meet,
just mem tp cambest jea ngn dea,
dea lyn aq spesel nyea,aq mule2 xde prasaan pown,
control macho la x suke pompan kn-,-
lme2 cair gak,haha
makin hari,syg 2 mkn brtmbah plak,
dah mcm nasi aq buad kasi syg nea,
so,aq pown da lme x brcinte,
kne la brtnye kpade yg pakar..


mr.D,
me:cm nea ni?ptot kea aq kapel ngn dea?
mr.D:sure la,why not!cinta itu indah,try laa.
me:r u sure?coz aq rse cm awal sngt tp syg 2 da ad,so petak dibuad nye.
mr.D:hemm,x salah kalo mencuba,xdpt xdpt laa,kalo dpt lg best.
me:ok,i try ma best,wish me luck.
mr.D:ur welkem but2 kne bg dea present,so sng skit dea nk ingt kt ko sepanjang mase..
me:bg ap?dea ad bg aq cincin tp biase punye lah..
mr.D:ha bgos,bg dea cincin gak tp ad batu.mesti dea suke,GENTLE!
me:tanks bro D.....  lecture aq psal mende2 nea,ur words in my hands!
mr.D:tanks but no tanks bro,da brcinte jgn lupe mem2 plak yea:D
me:xdela,friends for ever right:D




all set on mind,
so that night,aq ingt smpai mati tarikh nea 12.3.2011,
she say yes!korang tao aq punye seronok,
mmg best la en,then aq bg present plak...
senyum x abes dea,suke tngok dea senyum..
1st week,cm2 rintangan aq lalui,i try ma best,
caring gyle dow,da lme xde awek kn,so automatically prsaan syg 2 jd POWER la en,
aq jge dea tp dea cm murung jea,dlm otak aq dok piki,
dea nea period kea?kea xsuke kt aq?
persoalan 2 menjadi tnye2 kt dlm kepale otak aq,
JEM!
mem2 aq jela tawu kalo aq jem cmnea,
mkn milo punye serbok,trkulu kilir ,trmenung xsudah,
nk sngt kn brcinte,ha serves ur right!





hujung minggu jea aq bley jumpe dea,
cite face 2 face msalah nea,
so,kiteowg pown g la kuwa.,
lpak kt cyberjaye,bkan men jaoh kowt..
so,aq bwak dea dok tepi tasik ke laot tah,
aq tnye dea knpe nea,
cm ad msalah jea,
cer cite,cer cite..
mule2 dea berat nk g tao,
last2 dea pown cite gak,
im not ready for all diz,giv me time.
ok fine aq ckap,but dea ad ckap kite boley work it out.
nk knal aq lbh mendalam,aq da cite cm2 da sal aq,
n then,dea kte kite bley try,
lg satu,dea nk aq lyn cm mem kn,
lg la xde hal,ok,SETTLE!
aq ingt da ok la lpas 2,mlm 2 mmg da happy la,
men keja2,dukung dea walaopown berat gak la aq rse,
tp da syg kn,






after that,kiteowg blik la ke nerake,
asrama kt cerot kn,
otw blik ok jea dlm kte,
mmg berkasih syg sngt2 dlm kete,
hepy gyle aq time 2,
aq ingt time aq anta dea kt asrama pompan,
aq bisik kt dea 'i love u'
dea senyum x sudah time 2,
mem aq sowg lg nea pown kusyuk bercinte gak pown bermesra gak la en,
smue heppy xsuda tyme blik 2,
happily ever after<3




2nd week,
still dea cm 2,
cm nk x nak jea,
aq try,aq buadcm ap yg dea suwo,
still nothing happen,
dea buad endah x endah,JEM!
setiap mlm aq jem,
bdk mem aq ciap ckp lg,buang mse jea,
ko xyah la nk brcinte sngt,
tngok da mcm ap rupe daa,
so,aq jumpe la mr.K plak kn nk mintak advice skit..


mr.K:ko pehal nea eez,ssh la asyik nk jem jea.
me:ko pown pham kn kalo aq da syg kt owg 2 cmnea,
mr.K:ssh la tngok mem2 x heppy nea,ko bnyak lg kowt mende kne buad
me:mende ap lg doe,cer cite,cer cite,smue yg dea nk aq rse aq da buad still cm 2 jea,
mr.K:ko kne create satu situation tao x,bg dea ingt smpi bylea2,
me:bylea plak aq nk ajk dea date,ssh la nk date kt cni,cm haram...
mr.K:cmnea la,try 2 ignore dea for 2 days,tngok pea jd,jgn text dea,jgn call,kalo jumpe pndg pown jgn!
me:power gak ramuan ko bg yea, ok soi x soi,cam x cam,aq try!
mr.K:ini mcm la derr,wish all da best k,x suke la tngok mem2 x heppy..
me:btol2,friends for ever right?




bgn pagi,satu message or miskol pown xdpt,
xpe saba2,
pkol 6:45 ptg,still same,
nothing happen,aq da bengang da,
smpai  mlm pown sme,mmg aq jem la kn,
xpe2,sok ad class,kite tngok ap jd,
pegi class aq buad dek jea,
dea pnggil aq spender jea,
smpai la abes test arab,
dea kjar aq,yes2 ad respons,
dea tnye npe nea,aq ap lg buad spender jea,
lgpown tyme 2 dea nga kejar mse ad mem 2 tydo plak en,
nk kejowt bwak g klinik bgai2...
smpai la ke mlm,
dea text 'wtpe'
then aq tros kol tnye,mano,lpak jum
dea kte ok,
jumpe2 aq jln la ngn dea,
dea nk dngar forum,aq ikowt jea,
ciap blikn guava,sbb tao dea suke kn mende 2,
pas 2 ad mamat mne muke x nsem tego dea,
aq bg ckap ngn mamat2 2,
bkan men lme,xpe mem dea kowt,'
nk jealous buad ap,
then kiteowg pown grak blik,
otw nk blik aq prasan muke due owg kapel nea cm serius jea,
aq tnye npe,then mem baek aq ckap ad hal,
aq kte ok,aq nk tao!
then mem aq nea pown cite la,
sbnrnye si die nea x suke kaw,
dea citer seolah2 cm aq nea kne bodoh jea,
aq xtawu ap salah aq,
ap aq buad smpai dea benci kt aq,
xprnah aq buad mende2 xelok kt die,
caring memanjang ad laa,
hati aq cm kne parang da aq rse,
da nk nanges aq ckp,
tp aq laki kn,cool2..
sabaaaa,JEM!
aq da xley tahan lg nea,
aq nk abes kn mlm 2 jugak!
aq kol n then aq ckap nk break.
tao x dea jwb ap,ok fine,but kite msih kwn kn?
cm 2 jea,nmpak sngt x suke aq,
then aq ckp laa,aq da xbley tngok muke dea dah lpas nea,
sng cite kalo bley xnk jumpe dah!
then,she cried,knpe ley jd cmnea,
aq kte kt dea satu bende jea 'MAKAN HATI'
so,nanges punye nanges,dea ckp nk bg blik cincin 2,
mlm 2,rmai chill kn aq,
mem2 jugak best,
friends for ever right<3




next day,the ending
aq meet dea kt tepi tasik,
dea rilek jea,cm nothing happen jea,
then aq tnye,tao x sbb ap owg buad smue nea,
sbb awk XJUJUR,PENIPU,PLASTIK
then dea tenang jea,so aq bg blik cincin dea,
then tyme dea nk bla aq ckp,
eez syg hana taw!
then dea pergi..
smpi di sini sje,mmg sdih kn.
tp mende da takdir nk buad cmnea.
thats all for my story for today.
renung2 kn la ek,dont be like me,
menyesal dikemudian hari T.T


in memory

 FARHANA BINTI AZMAN
ILYSDM,GONNA MISS U YUNK!